My blog Blog HeadingHIYA TO ALL MY PETSTREET FRIENDS. This is my personal way of marking the first anniversary of losing our beloved little Jack Russell JUDY.We lost her a year to the day but by date,a year tomorrow. So many memories but unfortunately the only ones that keep haunting me are of her last few days...although she was 13 and did have a few major health problems,I just never allowed myself to even think of the possibility of her not always being there.So when it came I entered such a bad place that I wanted to go with her.......you always think that you´re the only one hurting but suddenly realised that my big strong husband was as equally as devasted as I was......and why should I be so suprised at that?....I realised that I had to get another animal as quick....BUT NOT a dog...that would have been too much to bear.....so Socks came into our lives......unknown to us as the rescue centre did not divulge that she had congenital cat flu(said it was the sniffles) we are grateful for her company,and we don´t blame the centre at all......I would have done the same,and hoped that her new owners would understand,as if they´d told the truth,she would probably have never been rehomed.....and she is a lovely little cat.I have succeeded in distracting myself again.....as just thinking of JUDY has had the usual effect.....but I can´t keep ´going there´,if doesnt help. Well, I hope that I have done my beloved little friend JUDY proud......I will do something memorable tomorrow and ´adopt´ an animal in the Welsh Mountain Zoo,Colwyn Bay,where I volunteer........so her name will be proudly displayed as well as being permanently in our thoughts and hearts.TAKE CARE EVERYONE......HILARY. Comments 06 Apr 2010 17:20 Time is a great healer, you will never forget Judy she will always be in your heart, as time passes hopefully you will think more of the good times you had together rather than the sad, perhaps one day you´ll find it in your heart to give another dog a loving home, and share your life xx ........................... Though you cant see me, im still around Playing above you, im not in the ground So don´t you worry, and don´t you cry l am now a star, twinkling in the sky Your Pet in Heaven xxxxxxxxxxxx |